Pull myself up, jump back in the game. I played so innocently until now. But if it’s coming down to picking sides, then you can go your own way. I don’t need you. And if it’s coming down to starting fights, well I’ve got something to say. You never taught, it was all hypocritical. I never thought it was you that would do me wrong. I always thought that it was best to view all people in their best state. I never thought that you could be so cynical, condemning, penetrating, exceptive, analytical. I think it’s time we venture ties with defamation. You're such a schemer. You play the game so well. But when the push comes to shove, you're not under the gun. You're at the trigger. I never thought that I'd be, thought that I'd be running from you. You're having coffee with my girl, I hope it burns you. I do. But it's just you. And I've been too caught up in this to think through. I knew that you were on call if I ever fell through. And I knew it was you on the phone. Yea, I knew that she was already gone. I guess I thought I could run from it all but I was fooling myself. You’re such a schemer.
released August 7, 2016
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